Thank you for this download. I spent the entire day of this full moon bawling my eyes out, with all the grief I have been feeling this month (and year!) for relationships and friendships changing beyond repair, and seeing myself having been stuck in my victim hood over and over again. I remembered later in the afternoon that my ‘victimhood’ is not about me actually being victimised; it was a choice. I was choosing to see myself as the victim, instead of the protagonist of the story. I then resolved once again to feel my feelings, face my fears and remember that I have agency. I choose instead to be the peaceful warrior.
WOW, good job being willing to feel the Scorpionic depths. And it seems like moving through the feelings brought you to a healing realization and transformation. Your peaceful warrior is inspiring!!
The question we all need to ask “is that thought actually mine?” There is a reason to ask this, yet it is a potentially a very disturbing topic. This question relates to what you wrote, and I would like to discuss this directly if you are open to this
Great point, Serge! I am with you - very aware of MIND as an external entity. I'm sorry I'm not available for a direct discussion, as I'm already overloaded with communications, but I appreciate the offer. :)
Thank you for this download. I spent the entire day of this full moon bawling my eyes out, with all the grief I have been feeling this month (and year!) for relationships and friendships changing beyond repair, and seeing myself having been stuck in my victim hood over and over again. I remembered later in the afternoon that my ‘victimhood’ is not about me actually being victimised; it was a choice. I was choosing to see myself as the victim, instead of the protagonist of the story. I then resolved once again to feel my feelings, face my fears and remember that I have agency. I choose instead to be the peaceful warrior.
WOW, good job being willing to feel the Scorpionic depths. And it seems like moving through the feelings brought you to a healing realization and transformation. Your peaceful warrior is inspiring!!
The question we all need to ask “is that thought actually mine?” There is a reason to ask this, yet it is a potentially a very disturbing topic. This question relates to what you wrote, and I would like to discuss this directly if you are open to this
Great point, Serge! I am with you - very aware of MIND as an external entity. I'm sorry I'm not available for a direct discussion, as I'm already overloaded with communications, but I appreciate the offer. :)